I won’t let go

Because you kill me..you know you do…

Have you ever met someone you just fit with? Soulmate, love of your life..when I stand next to him I feel whole..totally complete..

I can’t believe him and I have been on again off again for 10 years now..I can’t believe how much I love him..its obsecene really..

it’s a small world

He held my hands and pulled me though the foot traffic at disneyland..once we got to an open area he would swing me around and kiss me…i would tear up as he would whisper to me.

but he is there and I am here and we have had this problem for years and years and years. 3000 miles between us will wear on us and we will run away to be with eachother..how can two people need eachother so much?

I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby

I hold him at the airport again..repeating our pattern I am unwilling to let him go..I even offer to put the 100 bucks fee on my credit card just so we can have one more day..one more..one more…one more.

If only I could have los angeles and him.

Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much.
How are you when I’m gone?

I miss him so much it hurts me…

he calls before the plane takes off and asks “when can I come back”

“tomorrow” i whisper.

I can’t do it anymore.

*Angel*
Everyone and everything feels like it slips away
Way down, deep down in my lungs, I can hear you as you fade