I am happy, yet sad…

Two great news: my fees have been paid for, and my renewal subscription lasts until Feb. That would have been the point of this entry, but recent events have prompted me otherwise.

As I noted in the last entry, Beth/Vlad are celebrating their 10 months together, and liz/Joey are celebrating 6 months. A lot of my friends are in serious relationships. I am not.

It sucks.

I’m not the kind that wants *just* a girlfriend. I want someone who I can feel proud to write about in this diary; I want someone who i can be romantic with and all of that jazz. This is an example of what I would like to write:

Hi everyone! Today has been a GREAT day. i got ot meet my g/f for the first time (in person)…we all hung out in the living room where I found out Tori was up ever since 6 cleaning up. We were all just sitting there and my parents and her mom struck up a conversation and soon, Tori went into her room and I followed. Her room is a small but it’s really cool in there.

In the room, we hugged for a long time because this was the first time we are actually together. The basic highlights of the trip, including reading a horoscope that was ACCURATE, holding hands a lot, and kissing…I’m so happy to see her finally. I took about 5 pics of her and so I’ll have more taken tomorrow. That’s about it for this entry. I’ll write more later. Take care. I love you Tori! Oh yeah, if you see Tori and Lizzie, that’s the same person.

*sigh* that’s what I want to have.

Also, Laura was wondering why such a good looking, sweet guy like me can be single. What really bites is that I haven’t found someone in real life. In fact, if it wasn’t for internet dating, I would have been single for nearly two years now.