Day 23 Andrea and I

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

I crave for more human interaction. More specifically, someone who is willing to spend time with me almost as much I want to spend with them. It goes back to the situation with Andrea and I. Lately, things haven’t been quite the same like we first started. I knew she was going through things, but she never really communicated with me what I should do in the meantime.

Over the weekend, I asked a simple question if she was still interested in being in a relationship or just wanted to be friends. She flipped out and thought I was being demanding and giving her an ultimatum. She then said she was “tired” of having to explain every detail of her life to me. Before that, she said she had neither the time nor the money/resources to be in a relationship with me.

I’ve only asked her how things were going in her life. Not once did I get mad or upset when plans were canceled at the last minute. In fact, I was more than understanding and even went as far as not asking her to hang out as much. Then she said that if I can’t pay all her bills, there was practically no point in going out with her.

Honestly, she confused me more than ever after the series of texts she sent back. All I asked was for the lines of communication to be open. I never asked her to reveal EVERY aspect of her life like I was the CIA. I’ve been more than available, and the crazy part was, I was willing to drive 2 hours round trip just to have dinner with her.

I really don’t know what to do anymore.

In other news, I booked the hotel for the weekend of Dec 11th-12th in Charlotte. I found a great deal on hotels.com for a two night stay: $88. The current plan is to pick up the rental car Friday, and then leave my house around 9 a.m. Saturday morning and make my way towards Charlotte. I’ll stay Saturday night and Sunday night and head back Monday morning.

I’m going to wrap this up and head on to bed early tonight. Have a great Thursday!