I hate everything

So. He canceled.

We hung out last night unexpectedly. Bar hopped. He drank WAY more than I did, which is normal bc he’s twice my size.

Had a great time. Sang karaoke and he kissed me and we were superclose all night.

Went back to his apt, where we made out and he choked me a little bit which I not-so-secretly love, he TOLD ME HE LOVED ME, yep, that happened. Slip of the tongue I’m sure. But still. I ripped into him pretty hard core for that.

Had to sleep on the couch bc he snores and that doesn’t work for me.

So this morning I went out while they walked their dogs then peaced out and told him I’d’ pick him up at 2p. At 12:30 he texted and said he was hungover and out of it and neede to postpone.

Do I need to stress how pissed I am? Disappointed. Mad. Angsty. Done.

I just feel so…………. Used. But manipulated. I thought he liked me, we were so couply last night and he seemed genuinely into me. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck.

I just hate everything.

Parrothead5183

January 28, 2012

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**Astral

🙁 seriously tho – when phil is hungover, i can get him to do NOTHING. men think they are dying. i dont think u should contact him until he does but i do think he will re-schedule xx

Dark Kiss

You think that because he needed to postpone that means he was using and manipulating you? I’d be more disappointed that he said the L word, and that he snores. Ewugh, lol. But seriously, relax. From what you’ve said here, this doesn’t sound worthy of a freak out =) There is still a good chance he likes you.

me&themoon

HEY YOU. stop freaking! he probably legit doesn’t feel good. i know my hangovers SUCK and there’s no way i would want to hang out with someone I want to impress when i feel like that.

bronner

i’m sure it’s the hangover; still sucks.

pineapple juice

January 29, 2012

Maybe he was embarrassed by the “I love you” comment?? haha Honestly, I think he really was out of it. I personally would hate to hang out with someone one-on-one, date-like… if I was hungover and out of it. Especially if I really liked the person! See what happens in the next couple of days. That’ll be a little more telling. ox

BrianneK

I agree that saying love is worse than canceling. Just see if he reschedules and go from there.

ninakir88

He is probably embarrassed that he told you he loved you… lol

February Stars

What a dork. I bet he was hungover. But still, not cool. Like its not like you didn’t know what he did last night. And its not like he didn’t know that you were going to hangout together the next day. Guys lack that part of “hmmm….I shouldn’t drink now because I want to be on my A-game tomorrow”. They’re all “I love beer!”. If he contacts you, maybe slyly let him know that shit don’t slide, otherwise he’ll keep pulling that shit and its not respectful of your time. If he doesn’t contact you, kick him in the imaginary nuts and be thankful nothing further happened with him, because he would probably be even more shady and stupid down the line. Ps. Somehow I scored a 6 month od plus subscription for free. Get ready for some marathon notes!