What does perverbeal mean?

A brief bout with a razorblade cut me

I freaked out, thinking people didn’t love me

I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me

In letting go, I am so proud of what I’ve done.

That song has been stuck in my head all day. I actually want school to start again Im so bored. We went shopping today, exchanged our presents and used our gift cards, all that stuff. I bought a shirt, for the first time in….what? A year or so? I usually make my shirts, because I despise when I see people wearing the same thing as me. Im not sure why. It just annoys the hell outta me. But it was too awesome to pass by. It has this cute evil kitty on it, and it says "Face it, crazy people are hot." ^_^

Its so right in so many ways…

I need to be around people. Its been so long since Ive talked to anyone worth talking to…The short daily phone conversations with Pat are fine and all, but I havent seen him face to face for weeks. Every time we go on break, he goes to Corpus. Ill talk to Daniel and Kirsten online, but I dont stay in touch with every one else. Its kind of sad…thinking this is the last year Ill ever see some of my people. Like Jesse.  And Anna. And Daniel. Like I said, I can talk to Daniel online, but everyone else…Lee, Dillan, The Dude Who Sells Stuff, Ashton, Evil Twin,  Ruben, Eric, Ruth, etc. etc

I want to dye my hair again. But I cant, not until I find my normal color. I THINK ive got it. I have to wait for my roots to grow in a bit to find out.

I love guys with long black hair. Something about long black hair is just plain sexy 😀 Especially Aarons. And Jesse’s. And that one guy who im secretly in love with ^_^ (not really…i just love looking at his hair :p )

Im in a much better mood than I was a few days ago. Its not good to cling onto people like I do Frank. Not good at all. But I cant help it. He’s so….I cant even think of a word to describe him. But I can tell how I change, when Im with him and when Im not. At first I thought it was just my imagination, either that or a major coincidence. But now I realize its true.

And I am way to sleepy now to make any sense in my typing. And that probly didnt make sense. Ehh whtever im going to bed