Um

I don’t think firefox is liking this website.

Well, hm….so, I graduated a little over a week ago. 8 girls from my school graduated with me. The first graduates of the new high school that we all hated with a passion. What an honor. It was nice and short though, since there were only about 30 of us. A bunch of my family came to watch, and a bunch more showed up afterward for the party my mom threw for me.

Yes, my graduation party consisted of my relatives. No friends. I am so lame. But hey, I got $950 and some really cute gifts from my grandparents, so I’m not complaining.

I have to admit though, I really don’t even have any friends. I haven’t even bothered to keep in touch with anyone. I could care less about all of them. I told them the last day of school would be the last day they’d ever probably see me, and I was right. But I don’t care. I have my cousins, and Frank, and that’s all I need. Besides, I’m starting college next week. I love new beginnings. There will be so many more new people to meet, new things to do. A fresh start. I actually can’t wait, I’m so excited to see how it’s gonna turn out. College is gonna be a very welcome new expierience for me.  The only thing I’m worried about is that I’m too young, and that my youngness will keep me from doing things with everybody else. I’m only 16 after all.  Though, I will be 17 in two days. I get a new fancy laptop. I <3 it and I don’t even have it yet. It will become my most cherished possession.

And oh, Frank and I became "official" or whatnot July 8. I might pretend it was the 7th though, to make it more interesting. C’mon, what’s a better anniversary than 7-7-07? I say that was the day we became "official" because that date was the day we decided to finally stop correcting people when they referred to us as a couple. As I told him, I was happy we finally got on that subject, because every time people would ask if I had a boyfriend, I would get so confused. I would tell them no, to make things simple. But it wasn’t simple. Because I didn’t have one, but I had Frank, and I loved Frank, and he loved me, and I could never even dream of being with another guy. So now I’m happy because I can tell people yes and not be confused.

He’s just so…..I don’t know. I love him so much.

Yes, he makes mistakes, and he has issues, and we fight, and he makes me wanna punch him in the face sometimes…………..but other times, he makes me so happy. Other times, he’s so amazing, and so perfect, and I love him so so much.

I can’t see myself ever being without him….and as much I think wishing and hoping is a waste of time, I really want this to work out…

And it’s getting closer to working out. I’ve been on vacation for the past week, and I came home tonight to find that Frank and my brother had miraculously "bonded". It’s crazy. They both disliked each other so much, that was the last thing I ever expected. So yea, they’re both all buddy-buddy now. Apparently, Frank got bored without me there, so he found the person most similar to me. It’s 1am, and they are both playing WoW together while I’m typing this. I honestly never thought I’d see the day….=

Sleepy time <3