Typical high school crap..

Amanda is officially a slut.

Under normal circumstances, I would never even think of calling a friend of mine a slut, because Im not like that. But she is. And its starting to piss me off a bit. I’ve always told her she was crazy for having a new boyfriend every week, but now she is actually sleeping around with people, and she’s always at some guys house during school, doing god knows what.

Normally I wouldnt care. Normally I would tell her she’s psycho and joke about it. But lately she’s been seeming so proud of herself, always telling me who’s she was with and what she was doing. Not in a "hey, i wanna tell you about my day" kinda way, but more of a "look what I did! look how hot and awesome I am" way.  But she’s still amanda, and no matter how she turns out ill still love her (not in that way), because Ive known her my whole life and we’ve been through everything. So yea…Im disappointed in her, but what else could I expect?

And I’m also happy things are gonna turn out okay with the whole Pat thing. What happened was Lee found out I liked Pat, and brought it onto herself to go ask him if he felt the same way about me. It turns out he does. Yay, right? No, not yay. Both he and I and bunches of other people know that Anna likes him. He’s a good guy, and like me, doesnt want a relationship to ruin someone elses friendship. Its just not worth it. I would choose Anna over being with Pat any day.

So, Kirsten and I decided the best thing to do was see how Anna felt about it. I was supposed to talk to Anna, but she came to Kirsten first, so Kirsten told her everything I wanted to say. I was going to ask anna if it would be okay with her, and that if it was, great. Nothing would probably happen between us anyway, because of my luck. And even if something did, high school relationships never last. And if she said she didn’t like the idea, then I wouldn’t do anything, and no one’s hurt, and life goes on.

Anna told me its fine with her, because of what I told her a few months ago when she discovered both of us liked the same guy. I dont remember what I told her at the moment, because my brain is being stupid, but im glad she remembered what I said, and was able to understand what I was trying to tell her.

And now the little people are home….

Ugh…at least Im getting paid.