This isn’t normal..

Why is my family so fucked up? Are people usually like this? Is this how everyone acts?

I know I have issues. Some pretty serious ones. My mom is a living demon. My dad goes psycho sometimes, but then again, who doesn’t?  I know now that Micheal has issues as well. And he’s only 11, which is sad. The other day when he showed me all the stuff he carves into the wall, and asked me to help him paint it so my dad couldnt find out…

And now John. John is like my mother reincarnated. He wrote this. Long story how I got it. I found it by accident. It disturbes me..really REALLY disturbes me..

 

Oh, how I hate this realm….

reality is a matter of perception….and right now my perception of things is very deadly….

VAMPIRE!

*bites her lovely neck and slowly licks the blood away* ….the funny thing is i still want to try one of their bloods….mine isnt as satisfying…

one day i will see the sun again…

and one day i will become a mass murderer that will kidnap beautiful teenage girls and bite their necks and drink their blood before raping and killing them…the scary part is, i find that very appealing….O.o

and DAMNIT! why the hell would she fucking do that…? im gonna rape that bitch and leave her for the flies….grrr…..FUCK!

if you can read this, you would By now know that i am having some issues…..

please go away and let me drown myself in my anger…..

When you find stuff like that written by your little brother, it’s scary. I don’t understand. Does everyone have these evil sides to them? *sigh* Oh well…I’ve got to get off the comp now, since its 10 and all..and my dad says i have to..