The most unoriginal entry ever.

This is the THIRD day in a row ive had to walk home in the rain   Stupid rain.

Well, today was very — for lack of a better word — boring. Of course. Except for lunch, where i met this one guy 😀 . It was so funny how we met. His name is Eddy. And he scares me  . And i just realized I accidently told him I was a freshman  !!

*note to self* YOU ARE IN 10TH GRADE YOU STUPID FREAKING IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He’s a senior. And he thinks im a freshman now. Lovely  .

I might be getting a poptart tomorrow . From stephen, for my birthday! (Which is on saturday) I hope its strawberry . I wonder if my parents are going to get me anything… They might, they might not. I might invite ellen over, and anna, and kirsten, and pat 🙂  to go see a movie or something.

OR I could just get anna to come over and we could go do something stupid and immature. Hmm..yes that sounds like fun. Actually, I think i might just go to the movies, so everyone wont be left out , and so i can maybe get a few presents . I dont care what anyone else thinks, birthdays are all about the STUFF. So is christmas. And halloween. Thanksgiving can go fuck itself because all I get is to eat a piece of  "turkey".

Ugh…the Family is home now. Well, most of them are anyway. My dad is still at work, which is good because he is pissing me off. Its not anything bad i guess, but it made me angry because everything was going perfectly fine and then he decided to:

1. Make a new "You have to get off the computer at 9 pm" Rule. So what, right? NO. NOT "SO WHAT".  My life revolves around my computer, and after swimming practice and homework, I have 1 AND A HALF HOURS on it. . I tried to compromise with 9:30, but nooooo, he cant help being an ASS and he threatens to change the time to 8:30. So, Im going to do my homework AFTER im on my computer (because without it i have nothing to occupy the 2  hours i have before I go to sleep anyway)

and 2. He is now forcing me to put half of my allowance in my savings account (which he WILL NOT let me touch under any cirrcumstance) I told him thats just like throwing money in the trash, because I will never get it back. That leaves 7 FREAKEN DOLLARS for my monthly allowance. What the hell am I supposed to do with 7 dollars?? . Thats 84$ a year!!! Thats how much we spend on groceries each week! And thats what I get for the year??? I also pointed out that I wont be able to afford to go on our family ski trip this year because i wont have 50$ by november! So the snowboard I just saved up for and bought is USELESS!!! Trust me…if I wasnt 14, Id get a job. But even if I did, he’d probably take that money too.

Still…I know I cant complain too much because im lucky I even get an allowance. Lots of people dont. Even if it is 7 dollars, thats still 7$ more than lots of other people…   And its not really that im only getting 7 dollars, its the fact that he REFUSES to let me make my own decisions and controls every aspect of my small pathetic life

 

Oh yea, and in case you havent figured it out yet, the reason why my entry is unorginal, is because there are probably MILLIONS of other people complaining and bitching about the same things i am

By the way, This guy kicks ass  http://maddox.xmission.com/ 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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August 18, 2005

dude, that sux. ur dad sounds like a complete ASS. hope he starts relaxin a bit, jeez.

August 18, 2005

ryn: yea that does make sence… though i’d like to get out in may and not go back till september. that’d be nice ::gazes dreamily into the distance:: lol happy early birthday, btw! will u be able to get ur driving permit or is it diff. in texas?

August 18, 2005

this is true, alot of people wear black….but wouldnt you agree with me that the “norm” for girls is to wear pretty pretty pink? plus i am my own individual person from other people who wear black, i actually have reasons for it, unlike some teenies…..so ya whatever ~lea

August 18, 2005

I LOVE strawberry poptarts. And Happy (early) Birthday! My Dad is as well controlling, and it seems that he randomly thinks stupid things up to make me mad. Like one second we’ll be talking adn having a conversation adn the next he is yelling at me calling me stupid for something I didn’t do. I learned to live with it and ignore it. When I was 14, 15, and 16 he was worse though

August 18, 2005

so don’t worry your pretty little head too much. Hopefully he will get better about things. Ugh…you just never know though. Ya gotta stay strong though. You are strong though, obviously, so you’ll be okay. Take care!