My finger is officially dead.

Ive been playing my bass for the last two hours, trying to learn some new songs., so my finger is throbbing in pain. im getting pretty good actually, even though I can only play easy songs. Like I just learned one from red hot chili peppers, i forgot what its called though. But its one of their easiest ones.  I cant wait till I can play like…I dunno, system of a down or metallica or something like that.

Boredom has overtaken me. And my butt is also numb and in pain from sitting on the floor so long

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

theres going to be a hurricane  ! i hate hurricanes, because they make tornados, and i hate tornadoes . i seriously go PSYCHO when it comes to tornadoes. theres no word to describe how scared i am of them. Ive never even seen one, so i dont know why im so frightened of them. When i was little, for like 3 years straight, every single night i would have nightmares about tornadoes. Either tornadoes or evil dinosaurs..or both. anyway, when i was seven, the nightmares stopped when my dad gave me a dreamcatcher, and told me theyd stop the bad dreams, and they did. There STILL hanging on my bed to this day, and ive never had a dream about tornadoes since. ive just never got around to taking them off.

when i was about 11, the fear of them got so bad that if I just saw one tiny little cloud in the sky, id start freaking out. and if it rained, id be so paranoid and scared that id throw up. And if it thundered and lighteninged, Id literally sit under my bed screaming lol.

then i heard the lovely magical quote "The only way to get rid of a fear is to face it", and when it rained and thundered and stuff id force myself to sit outside on the front porch. so i ended up curing my fear of thunderstorms and tornadoes, somewhat.

im not ashamed to admit it, but even now if  the electriciy goes out and theres a tornadoe warning or watch, ill get a pillow and a blanket and go sit on the floor underneath the sink in the downstairs bathroom with my cd player. sometimes my brother goes in there with me and we plug some speakers into the cd player and jam to korn or something =P

its muy divertido.

yes, i know. im a weird one. but weird people are what make this world interesting . er…those are thumbs, right?

 

 

 

 

 

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July 3, 2005

my little town was the EXACT place in FL where the 3 hurricanes crossed last summer and a tornado went through my backyard while I was in the house.It was crazy…but you know through all of it we were okay so dont worry!! You’ll be okay! =)