Killing some time

Well, Im at my old house right now. We came over here to let Ria out to use the bathroom, because my dad wont let her at the new house until he builds her a pen in the backyard.

My mom left her keys in the van, so Im stuck here until my dad comes to give us another key. So I’ll probably fail my math test tomorrow because im too dam tired to study for it. Oh well. At least I have my computer =) For the next 15 minutes or so anyway..

I can’t wait until Spring break. I despise waking up everyday, going to school, coming home, being miserable. Over and over again. For one whole entire week, I’ll be in colorado, with the snow, and my snowboard, jumping off a hill on my lovely snowboard with no care in the world. And then, Ill come home, and be miserable again. Until Summer. And then once school starts up again in august It’ll be even worse.

Its horrible, knowing Ill never see most of my friends again. Daniel, Scott, Jesse, Lee, Anna, the Evil Twin, Dillon, Ashton, Ruth, Aaron. And even more so, people like The Dude who Sells stuff, Jesse’s friend with the pretty white-blue eyes, and the one who I secretly adore, Eddie.

Ill miss Daniel’s insane genious and stupidity, Jesse’s terrific gift of being able to make anyone smile and laugh no matter how crappy a day theyre having, and don’t get me started on Anna…She’s the best friend i’ve ever had. She’s the one who taught me how to be me, who taught me to love the way I am no matter how strange or weird or psycho I may be.

It makes me wanna burn down my new house, so we can move back into this white disgusting square prison, just so I can be with the people I stayed alive for all these years….

And we’re leaving now so Ive got to hurry. I need to leave a quite a few people some notes, but they’ll have to wait for a day or so until I can get back on here…