i hate dresses

wow, 3 entrys in one day, i havent done that in a while.

im currently incredibly bored. i just bought me a new sketchbook so i might go do something in that, or i could go make me another shirt. but i dont know what i should paint on it. im going to make me a skirt sometime this summer, because i need one to wear to church and i can never find any i like, so im going to make my own. ill have to ask anna to help me, because i am NOT asking my mom.

and ive decided im going to go to johnnys funeral. i dont know how im going to get there though. for some reason, i REALLY dont want to tell my parents…i dont know what theyd do. god the last thing i want to do is tell them a friend of mine commited suicide…i really dont know why. its pointless to tell them though. they didnt know him. but maybe i can get one of my friends to go, and their parents can take us, so i wont have to tell mine. yea..thats a good idea..

i have no idea what to wear either. i have this black dress i had to wear at samanthas thing…but i dont know if its too fancy or too revealing or to..i dunno. i wore a real pretty dress to the last 2 funerals i went to, which was my cousin and my grampas, but it doesnt fit me anymore.

ugh…i dunno. maybe i wont go….maybe itll be better if i dont.

sinblood

May 29, 2005

Well, of course you should go. I think you owe him that as your friend. As far as your parents… I think you should let them know. That’s just my opinion. They’re your parents and, as much as it may not seem like it, they care about your life. It took me three years of yelling, crying, and screaming to realize that. Hey, take care, kiddo.

land locked blues.

i think the dress is cute…i don’t know if that’s the one that fits or that you think is too revealing but i think it’s nice…then again, who knows with the way i dress! :). sorry about your friend, there’s a kid here who commited suicide here about a week ago..