fly little jawbreaker, be free!

wow…this weekend has been very..strange.

I dont know how, but it has.

Or maybe its just the feeling in my stomach because of all the donuts I ate today O.o

I dont think that made any sense. Anyway…I had the weirdest dream last night. Me and Pat were walking through walmart for some messed up reason, and we made a bet, and If I lost, I’d have to kiss him. And I did lose…and I kissed him. When I woke up anna asked why I was smiling in my sleep

I was staying the night at Anna’s because micheal had a sleep over thing for his birthday and I did not wanna be stuck at home with a bunch of little children. While I was at Anna’s, we ate a crap load of junk food and watched Amityville and this one movie called Jawbreaker (which is where the title comes from, because during the beginning credits they show the "birth" of a jawbreaker…:P good times…good times…). I’d never even heard of it until then, but it was so funny. Anna describes it as the "R-rated version of Mean Girls. But someone actually dies."

Today we went to walmart to get our "halloween costumes". It was so much fun, and friggin hilarious. To us it was anyway. My god…it was horrifying looking in that mirror. Anna’s mom told me anna and I looked cute, but wow…lol.

For halloween, we’re going as…lets just say, the complete opposite of ourselves. I, for example, got a pink plaid mini skirt and a light pink tank top complete with a pink hat and a pink heart necklace. It made me want to scream looking at myself in it all. Anna wanted to scream at herself as well. She got a light blue mini skirt with white tank top like mine, long shiny light blue earings, a shiny necklace, and a white beret thing.

I will admit, it was fun running around around walmart, matching shirts with skirts and hats and stuff. God…Im gonna have some serious explaining to do when I get back to school on monday =P Jonathan was over at walmart, and saw me and anna admiring ourselves in the mirror, without our ‘outfits’ on 😀

we each paid about 25$ for everything, so the price of it all wasnt to bad. Anna wants to keep her beret, but we’re gonna keep the tags and bring everything else back to walmart after halloween.

Because cmon, lets face it…What am I going to do with a pink mini-skirt? -.-

 

Oh yea, it turns out our grade is going to the new high school next year, and kirsten and pat and ruth and whats his face and all of them are zoned there!  *cries*

BUT

there is hope!

my mom really wants to move, so we might. and if we do, we’ll move to that side of the city, where the new high school is. But if we dont, she’s a teacher, so i can still go to any school in the district, and by then I’l be 16, and have a car, and i can drive there!

And anna might be moving too, to the same area my parents are looking at. But if she doesnt, I’ll drive to her house every morning and pick her up, because I am not going stay and be left all alone (or leave anna alone), with 90% of my friends gone, at that fucked up high school we all currently attend. Next year theyre going to tear down half of it anyway, because theyre starting to re-build it, and theyre gonna fill up the parking lot with trailers while its being remodeled.

When i first heard the news, i thought to myself,

"Hooray! I get to graduate from high school in a trailer!"

Stupid school decision people…They ruin everything.