shiny disco balls

Since my mom lost my xmas tree, i decided to buy a furn.  I realize now i don’t have much room for it and finding a spot for it was kind of a challenge. i made some decorations. Mostly out of hemp and wood beads. go creative me. but the only real decoration on this little tree are tiny disco balls. go figure.

i had a picture taken of me at work. while i was working the nightclub. wanna see?

I’m not showing teeth though. I have nice teeth except for one. which is dead, and slightly darker than the other ones. no one seems to notice it but i do and it drives me crazy, so i avoid showing teeth.

so work isnt running the restaurant right now. they are still having heat problems. so money is kinda tight for me at the moment. my phone bill is $500 its due on the 11th. thats because it has my blackberry torch upgrade on it. but still. holy fuck.

so i gave up on the jeff thing. i don’t think i could ever date a guy who works in the nightclub industry. plus i know the way he treats me is how he treats all the girls. i would be a jealous freak all the time. theres a girl i work with who follows me around like a puppy. which is surprising. she’s really pretty and shes a model. but shes blond and really ditzy. kind of annoying. shes fucking nuts to. she does have mental problems. i told her i would most deffinatly have sexual relations with jeff. and she said she thought he was hot to. we tried guessing his count and giggled like little girls. then when she walked by me with a tray, she insinuated that she had already slept with him and that she would tell me more later.  and then later she told me she was just joking that she would never sleep with him because he’s a slut. then she went on to tell me that he texts her all the time and that she turns him down every night. and then literally every word out of her mouth the rest of the night was about how gross jeff was. her story didn’t add up kinda sounds like shes worried about the competition. she can have him.

heres a helpful kitty. not.