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Me and Jamie Sho went out on wednesday. His real name is Jordan. I met Mark Instinct. Got trashed. I was classy though. Met a ton of bassheads. Mostly females. I guess DJ’s would know a lot of ladies. I got the eye a few times. But everyone wanted to be my friend. It was a really good night. Apparently it’s against DJ code to dance to other DJs work. It’s a big no no. I  think it’s bullshit, you should be true to the music. Especially if you love it so much.

But he danced for me. He more or less just kinda stood there and bobbed his head. I humped the speaker. I still had a blast. And I felt like a star.

We were leaving and he pinned me against the wall and kissed me. He’s a terrible kisser. But I think I’m just used to Mitch. He wanted me to go home with him but I refused. I got in a cab alone and went to Mitch’s house to pick him up. HAHAHA

I told Jordan about my situation with Mitch. I’m not sure he really understood. I’m so not ready to be with anyone else other than Mitch. Even kissing Jordan felt weird. Mitch is such a jerk to me.. and I know I deserve better. But I’ve been no better to him. And I do love the kid a lot. It’s almost pathetic.

I havent been to Mitch’s house since like last thursday. I think he caught on that I was serious about this breakup. I told him about Jordan. (not the kissing part) He was pretty upset. He wanted to go Wednesday with me but I told him to fuck off. He respected that. (but i did go home with him at the end of the night anyway so he has nothing to worry about) I think the whole Jordan thing has really scared him. He been to my house almost everyday. He’s being sweet. And he’s not going out this Friday "because he wantes to please me"

I wont be fucking Jordan anytime soon. He’s been asking me to come over everynight. It’s been hard to fight him off. I don’t want to seem rude i’m just not ready. He’s a flight attendant also. lol.

Did I saw Mitchs bestfriend Doug deleted me from facebook? I’m still pretty pissed about that. Now that just means that me and Doug will never be hanging out together. And I refuse to be nice to him now. I hated the guy deep down anyway.

So I think Jesse will be staying here for awhile. I asked my landlord to lower my rent to $700 if I sign another 6 month lease. He said he would think about it. Summers at my pad are sick. I got a massive pool that I can set up. I can’t wait for warmer weather.

Ummm are you cheering for the steelers. You better be. I’ll be watching. Wish I could watch it with Mitch but he will be with his Dad. 🙁

i got a new coach purse. its so cute. and I got new shoes.

I made a chicken pizza from scratch. I am amazing. I made a pesto sauce instead of marinara. With whole wheat dough. I seriously out did myself. it was perfect.

we have the same color eyes

i wasnt kidding

he isnt much of a kitten anymore