NOJOMO day 4

Me and Mitch havent been seeing eye to eye recently. We have been fight more than normal. I think it might have to do with our work schedules. I work mornings and he works nights. Life would be easier if we lived together. I hate having to pay 10$ for a cab to his place at 1 am. I work at 9. I see him for an hour and then I want to sleep. I`m getting pissyer with having to stay up late. Everything he does lately has been bothering me.

I feel like I`m controlling him to much. He has no friends. Which I guess is partly my fault because I don`t like the goofs. They weren`t a good influence on him and he agrees. But he makes me feel like I forced him to stop being friends with them. He doesn`t have facebook. Which I LOVE. He doesnt have internet. All he really has is poker every saturday. And even then I smoother him and complain. I guess it takes 2 to battle.

I also feel like I have no friends. I never go out. I have Josef. Nancy and Jess moved away. My friend circle sucks. Because I spend all my time with Mitch, Who does speak Italian. I don`t really socialize. I`m loved at work, but nothing ever seems to go any further than that. hmm.

I`ve been thinking about taking a break from Mitch. Maybe go our seperate ways for awhile. I don`t want to. I can`t imagine my life without him. But I think we are both in a spot where we don`t want to be. I dont know what to do to fix it.

I have to work this off site function tomorrow. Extra money I guess but I really don`t want to. Have to work at 3