11/25/2012

I downloaded the last breaking dawn movie. I was pretty disappointed. It wasn’t as good as the first. Glad I didn’t pay for it.

Speaking of disappointed. The stampeders!. There’s still time though. Maybe they can come back.

I have found a roommate! Chris isn’t coming back. Which is what I though the day he left in september. I’ve been nice to him about the whole thing. Even though I have zero respect for him. I don’t like french people. Period. He was pretty arrogant, acted like he owned everything. I’m glad he never came back. He knew he wouldn’t want to face me. 

I’ve opted out for a girl. Big step for me. I’m done with loser men. They seem to fill my life. Her name is Brittany. We’ve been friends at work for a long time. She’s loud and annoying, but she likes me! And I love laughing at her. She’s so pretty and tiny and wild, I think it’s what I need right now. I need to have fun and experience life. I’ve been at Mitchs side for years, missed out on a good chunk of my early20’s.

I know that she isn’t a long term deal, I doubt she will be my bestest friend roommate forever.  I’m done planning and thinking and stressing. Life is just gonna GO.  And it’s gonna be fun.

Speaking of bestfriend forever.
Joe my bestfriend.
I slept with him.

Yup. I don’t think it was a mistake. I’ve always felt something more for him. We love eachother in the friendship way. He’s just a baby to me. He’s 19. He doesn’t even have chest hair. He reminds me of Mitch when I first met him. He’s so innocent. I think I’m the second girls he’s ever been with. The last one was when he was 16. I retook his virginity.
We have laid together a few times. Usually when I stay at his house overnight after a night at the bar. It hasn’t changed us I don’t think. I told him that I didn’t want to hurt him and he assured me he wouldn’t be hurt. Nothing can really come from this little friendship fling. I’m so not dating anyone for awhile. Just having fun. Lucky him.

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