01/05/2012

i hope you all had a good christmas and happy new year.

lots of stuff has happened to me recently. i feel i should write it all down to reflect on later.

my christmas was good. my uncle bought me and my mom the same bong. that kinda pissed me off. mom has kinda gotten into pot. maybe a year ago. she gets me pot accessories and half bags…. which is wonderful and such. but she has my whole family believing we are the "stupid stoners" that really isnt the case with me though. me and mom act very differently when we are both high. She annoys the crap out of me. She has me labelled negatively….  Getting a shitty ass bong from a family member who is really just mocking my mother, is really unthoughtful. I bought a 3 foot bong for $180. It’s a good quality tool that I use on a daily basis. I smoke only the best of the crons. I am not gonna use that $10 sanfransico bong. Now its a vase.

On the 27 MItch ruined what was left of our relationship. We have been on the rocks for quite some time now. But now it’s just done. He fucked up big and he knows it. He’s super sorry as usual. But I’m gonna have none of that. It’s the new year and I’m tired of this SHIT. Lately I have been nice to him. On the 28th his dog got out of the backyard and got hit by a car. He found out on Tuesday jan3. So i’ve been consoling him. Which isn’t how I wanted our final break up to been like. I’m supposed to be feeling mad.. not sad. RIP Paulo.

In other news. The holidays where busy as fuck. We did functions of 700 people everyday for 3 weeks.  I did 130 hours on one paycheck. And got $350 in tips every week. It was super nice. And now the business is over and I’m down to 28 hours a week. :/ They are making me take 2 weeks vaca. I have 9 days paid that i can use. I guess that is pretty sweet… and kinda lame. I don’t have money to really go anywhere or do anything. Maybe I can go to Vancouver and chill with Nancy.

Joe my roomie is going on his vaca tomorrow. He’s going to BC to surprise his mom. He said he might bring his best friend back with him. Walter. This asian dude.  I was a little surprised. He wants him to live here with us. Rent would be a lot cheaper. But I don’t know this dude. He also said he would move out with Walter and that I could come if I liked. I’m not sure I like this situation. I feel like I’m kinda getting used as a stepping stone. Bring your friend to use all my shit make my life slightly uncomfortable in my 2 bedroom place, and then leave when you have the funds and your friend has found a job. I would like to consider joe my good friend. But what happens if I don’t like Walter. Everything in the house is mine.. including Joes bed.. I really can’t afford the place alone. So I guess I should keep a positive attitude. $375 rent isnt bad. I can save more.

speaking of positive attitude. I got a gym membership. never done that before, It’s $75 a month. I get 2 hours of personal trainin to make sure I’m on track. They measured me and got all my stats. I weigh 167.9 pounds. 🙁 She said I had a great body and that i only have 4% bad body fat. She also said that I can lose most the weight in 2 months. SO I’m pretty excited!!. She made me do a ton of squats and lunges. My ass HURTS and the muscles in between my legs hurt. Jesus. I didn’t go to work today because I can’t move. I really need to go for a walk though and stretch out.. tomorrow I have to go again for the last hour. She will show me the machines. And then I will go 3-4 times a week on my own. I’ve been feeling fat lately and my life needs a change. SO much has changed for me in the last little bit. I’m going with the flow. I’m going to look and feel better.

I got a shambhala ticket. Only cost me $320. The music festival is in august. and I better have a banging body by then. I;ve been really interested in sewing. I really want a machine so I can make my own costumes… life seems a little more interesting as of late.