What is wrong with people?!?!?!?!?!

I am really just so sick of all this.. I’m not even sure I really want to write this all out, but i’ll try..

OK, So here it goes.  Last week i went to Family Court to pick up a petition to file for child support enforcement.  so today i asked Dave for his mailing address.  He called wanting to know why i wanted it and he threw a freaking fit!!

Well you know what?!  TOO BAD! ugh!  I’m sorry I don’t care that he lives at the Y.  REally, i don’t.  He’s had ample time to get his proverbial "shit" together, and he hasn’t.  Really, not my issue.  i used to care a bit about him being ok and whatnot.  not anymore… truly , i don’t!

For those of you who don’t know what all happened with dave.. look back at my Feb. 2008 entries to get a good idea..

He is not able to have the girls by himself, so that i know they are safe.  So ever since  I made that decision.. (following a suicide attempt by him) he’s really not seen the girls.  So this week, i said, since you are going to Olean to see Morgan and Miranda (his other kids, who are in town from Kentucky) and i know other people will be around down there, you are welcome to take Maya and Paige with you..

His answer????? My mom doesn’t want me to bring the "little ones"!?  Really?  F-ing unreal.  They are her grandchildren, that she hasn’t seen since CHRISTMAS!  but will he stand up to her and either take them anyway or refuse to come because of this… NO! he complies.. Morgan and MIranda are more important… as always.  (he thinks that since they are only here once in a while he needs to spend time with them.. i agree.. but maya and paige are here all the time and he spends ZERO time with them!) He’s spent probably 12 hours with maya and paige ALL TOGETHER since the last time Morgan and Miranda were here in JULY!

WHATEVER!!! i’m seriously considering going to court to terminate his visitation rights altogether.  My girls need a father, not someone who comes into their lives at his convenience so that he can ease his conscience!  Although, if you ask him, he doesn’t see them because of ME~

And the lastest thing this ass is doing… hanging out at my grandparents’ house again.  yup that’s right with MY FAMILY. and they let him.  In fact they welcome him in.  He’s been going to church with my grandfather now.  Un-faslkdfsdf-ing believable!!!!!!!  And the kicker, charles isn’t allowed over their house, although we’ve been together for over a year and Dave and I are divorced.  Yeah, that’s right..

And i always thought i had a great family.  Guess at least my grandparents are picking this dead beat father over me.  (or maybe just mostly my grandfather.. )  Because you know, i’m such an awful person for not wanting to be married to a crazy (literally) liar for the rest of my life and finding happiness with someone else.

The End

PS. if anyone is offended by this.. mostly my family members, i really don’t care.. i’m just so sick of this whole thing…