the one where i whine.
I have nothing to complain about, really, but i dooooooooooo!
I have less than 3 days before i have to go back to work. *every nerve/muscle/emotion in my body is cringing* I almost had another panic attack last night. Ativan helped. I just REALLY REALLY don’t want to go!! so i’m going to make a ticker on here… until the end of the school year and the end of the torture or my soul (dramatic, I’m aware) and maybe that will help me feel better.
There, that doesnt seem so bad. Oh yeah except for i have 5 million papers to grade, since grades are probably due soon, oh and lesson plans…
it will be a busy weekend but i think i can set myself up to be prepared… i hope so, it will releive some stress…
but today i’m going into the girls’ school to help out, i want to go for them, but i really wish i could just stay home..
the packing has commenced and we have tons to do and are living in a jungle of chaotic boxes.. ugh.
ryn: You’re right about hindsight. And I know deep down that I did everything the only way I knew how in the moment, and even though it seems “wrong” looking back, what happened happened and every choice lead to where I am now. I definitely don’t regret anything about the way things turned out, I guess I just wish I was a little more willing to budge in the past. Ugh, packing is startinghere, too. Such a pain! Although I this move will be a liiiiittle easier than our move from Charlotte lol.
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moving is such a pain in the butt, but unpacking and starting fresh in a new place is kinda fun, yeah?
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