suckiest employee ever. (and easter dress pics)**

So yeah, yet another day that I just couldn’t handle going in.  it’s very strange since i’ve been doing SO much better lately.  However i think the added pressure of 5 week report comments and trying to do everything all the time started to get to me?  not sure… anyway i had a minor panic attack last night and I just couldn’t do it today.  I woke up anxiety ridden and figured it’s better to use the sick time that i’ve earned than to go in and freak out.. or be on the verge of freaking out all day. 

Anyway, it will give me some hours to myself to catch up on some things.. for school and around the house.. and maybe even a session at the gym.  I also missed my workout yesterday, i’m so angry at myself, but really, i’m not going to beat myself about it. I’m doing really great at working out especially since I haven’t worked out in FOREVER, so yeah, missing one day isn’t the end of the world, since , you all know, i’m one busy lady!

IN other less depressing news.. the kiddo’s Easter dresses arrived from The Children’s   Place (somewhere i VERY rarely shop anymore, but i loved these) yesterday…  This is what I went with this year..
Maya’s.

and for Paige……

I loved the necklines… just that they were something different.. and I really got a great deal on them!  So just some tights and some kind of shoes and hair thingys and we’re all set!

OH.. did a bit more shopping for me yesterday… and I fit into size 6 jeans at GAP!!! well, i do already have one pair of size 6 ones from there but they are wide leg and well they were a gift so i didnt’ get the experience of actually picking up size 6 jeans off the rack and having them fit!!! =) =) =)  (and yes, all my new dress pants are also 6’s, and I even had to get 4’s in a couple of styles.. )  It feels incredible!!! =)

ok must get the girls ready for the bus.. (they didn’t go to latchkey today since i’m here, and then make a plan for this extra time i’ve bestowed upon myself =)

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Called my doctor and he’s faxing a note in for me today.. makes me feel SO much better!