so upset.

Charles just doesn’t understand.

So, yes, we were a bit worried about money and making the bills towards the end of the summer/beginning of September since i don’t get paid for the 3 weeks between summer school and the start of regular school.. so charles talked to his brother, who also works with us.. and he was going to work with the kids for a week long recreation program that they do for them during the summer and possibly pick up a couple cottage shifts.. 

which by any estimation leaves us with 2 weeks off together, minus a day or two here and there..

so i’m really looking forward to this..

Well today, our boss’s husband offered for him to work under the table for him for those 3 weeks.. monday – Friday same hours as usual.. and he said YES!! UGH!  without even talking to me.. but i should be happy that we’ll have money?!?!  and don’t get me wrong i am happy we will, but he really just shot my summer to hell.. i do not WANT to spend every day only with my kids.. i’m sorry, i’m not the stay-at-home mom type.. i am going to want to kill myself..

i am so angry!! and at the same time i understand why he did it.. but  i’m just so upset.. 

ok that is all right now.. i have to go take the kids to the waterpark at Fantasy Island as promised.. i’m sure this will be a fun trip.. (not the sarcasm dripping from that statement.)