NoJoMo #3 – Stress

I"m constantly stressed now.  I let this job get to me, get into my core, and it’s tearing me up.  I hate it.  I hate that it’s ruining teaching for me.  I really hate that one person can do this to a school.  i hate him.  I that i know what it feels like to have panic/anxiety attacks.

I feel negative and sad and stressed all the time.  It’s "situational depression" according to my friend’s therapist. 

Great, since i feel like i’m trapped in this situation.  I need a way out, but there is none.

I’m going to have to move out of state to get out.  So that is what i will do.  I will NOT let this administration at this school ruin teaching for me.  ruin all that i’ve worked for.  nor will i let them make me miserable.  I can’t. 

i’m just rambling so i’m off..