monday moaning.

oh i mean morning.. lol!

This morning i awoke with a sense of anxiety.  I’m not exactly sure where it’s coming from though i do have some ideas.

I have no idea where Dave is and what he is doing.  In some ways, i like it this way.  I can pretend that he’s still at Sam’s house, though i have no idea if he really is, and i don’t have to worry.  On the other hand however, i keep thinking i’m going to get a call that they found his body somewhere… it’s just.. very unsettling.

Also summer school.. where there is really no pressure, the fact that i have a class for an hour and a 45 minutes in the mornig that will barely get through work that should take a half an hour is frustrating.  Some days I want to pack all my things and go.. ugh!

Mostly, though, things are good.  I am waiting to hear back from a mortgage broker to see if she got me a pre approval.  I will be fine with either answer.  At this point i mostly wanted to see how things worked, and what i needed to do to aquire financing when i really want to.  Do i want to now? sure i do, but the mere fact that i will be able to in the not-too-distant future, is also great news to me!

We had a really fun day with the girls yesterday. We took them to Fantasy Island (small local amusement park we have season passes for) and then came home and had nachos for dinner.  BAsically like tacos but with baked tositos scoops and salsa con queso on top.. so super yummy!!  that dinner was Charles’ idea and it will be one that will be definitely repeated in our house. 

OH yeah, and to top off this lovely monday morning, my classroom aide called in sick.  grrr. it’s not THAT big of a deal, more annoying than anything. I was thinking of taking the day off myself today, and had i done that, no one would have been here to cover my classes… really not cool.. However had i taken off i would have just sat around the house alone all day anyway seeing as the girls have summer camp and Charles’ has work.. and from now on since both girls will be in school, that’s the way it will always be… that is a very wierd revelation for me..

ok well.. gotta go work i guess…