it”s not ok

it’s not ok

that charles’s is still married
that i’m drunk at 6 o’clock on a friday
that he is angry with me about that
that i feel he thinks HER children are more important than mine
that he adopted her daughter and not my two
that his only biological daughter is HERS’
that he has a vasectomy so we probably won’t have any more kids
that i feel he puts her children ahead of mine.. ( it hurts, although i can understand that one of those children are biologically his)
that i am this hurt on a friday at 6pm, just because i had 2 more drinks than i planned on..

i am just really drunk and upset.. so i’m going to lay down..

night all..
me

M.a.m.a.P.a.n.t.s

June 12, 2009

MotherBlanker

🙁 i bet you can get it worked out. sometimes, these things just need to come out. *hug*

*HUGS* When I first commented (or just signed my name) there was no entry here..so I hope it didn’t look like I didn’t care or something. I hope that things get better hun..

A Woman in Progress

🙁 Take your night to be drunk and wallow…sometimes we all need that. Sounds like you and Charles have a lot to talk about. I REALLY hope you do talk it out…it’s the only way you’ll figure out if it’s salvagable. I miss you around here.

BNL*Grl

Yes, take your night if you need it…and hopefully talk with Charles and get it all ironed out. Is there a reason he hasn’t filed for divorce yet?

Joe Fabulous

June 13, 2009

I have a feeling things will look better tomorrow