how about some xanax??
stressors right now.. or why Amy feels like she is going to lose her mind.. let’s list them all shall we, so i can see that i have clear reason to be freaking out. and then.. hopefully, i can calm the heck down.
- housing situation. do not want to have to be out of here before i have another place for us to live.
- no money to move really, because this is not a planned event and we don’t even have a savings account. at all. not even an empty one.
- i have a $3k+ tuition bill to pay by July 10th. ha. that’ll be paid, but more like by July 24th. it is sucking out any and all "extra" money from june/july.. (oh and i’m using an old retirement account to pay 2/3 of it. no we don’t have $3k in "extra" money… see #2)
- The girls’ SSI is increasing. thought that would start this month. it’s starting in July. so i have less money than i thought i would coming.. making tuition bill 2 weeks late. sigh.
- i have at least 2-3 school assignments to do tomorrow.
- My house is a disaster.
- Morgan and Miranda are coming HERE on Saturday. (m&m are Maya and Paige’s (my daughters) half sisters from their father, who passed away suddenly in Jan 2012)
- my husband has a huge attitude/chip on his shoulder/awkwardness about m&m. it pisses me off. we aren’t very happy with each other at this moment regarding this.
- I have $50 until Wednesday. My husband gets paid tomorrow. After bills I"m not sure if he can remedy this for me or not. i’m freaked out.
- i have a FINAL EXAM on Tuesday. haven’t studied yet. tomorrow i guess.
- oh.. one of the two big hospital networks, their workers just voted yes on a strike vote. Meaning the school may have to reschedule all my clinicals for july/august. i’m in a wedding in July. if they are rescheduling everything i’m guessing they won’t care.
When i am overwhelmed i tend to shut down. After a very dramatic disagreement with the aforementioned man with the chip on his shoulder, i settled o the couch with my macbook and a DVD. getting nothing done. as i said. i shut down.
That has to end tomorrow.. i have a zillion things to accomplish. hopefully getting them done helps to ease some of the stress before i crack.
That’s a lot of stress for sure! I’m sorry to hear about the girls’ dad. 🙁
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You just bookmarked me… i book marked you too and am going to read up 🙂 I hope you guys can figure everything out.. stress stinks!
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Why does Charles have a problem with M&M? They seem like nice girls from what you have said, and I know Paige and Maya love them. I just got a refill on my Xanax this morning. Ahhhhhhh….
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