Escape plan and other stuff.

So my  escape plan has begun.  About a week after break,  I am going to give my 30 day notice.  I can’t live like this anymore.  The stress is too much.  I’m  in a place where it just isn’t predictable whether or not i can actually succeed.  ok , i take that back, it is predictable, i can’t.  I hate it.  I cannot be  successful there.  It is affecting my relationship with Charles and I am constantly snapping at my children.  I can’t do it anymore.  so i won’t.

My plan?  we are moving to a more affordable apartment as soon as possible.  And I am going to substitute teach for the Niagara Falls City School District.  It will work for me for now.  I just have to find something more suitable for the next school year.  ugh.  i’m going nuts here.. i hate this!

Anyway, on to another topic.  I had a great weekend.  Friday we picked up our tree and I went grocery shopping.  Yesterday we went to a breakfast with Santa at the girls’ school.  Then we came home, Maya had dance class, and after that we decorated the tree..  i’ll post pics soon.. i LOVE it!  Then today I baked Chocolate chip and cut-out cookies with the kids.  I’m happy that i feel like i got some stuff ready for christmas.  

I really don’t want to work tomorrow.  I want to give my notice NOW. maybe i will.. then i only would have two and half weeks left there.. as opposed to 5 and a half if i give it after break.. i’ll probably wait though.. to prolong the income a bit..

ok i’m off, since i can’t stop saying the same things over and over again.