And So it is…..

Oh man!!  I feel like I am speeding out of control…I feel like God is moving at warp speed…everyday feels like a new adventure…She has started to tell people that she LOVES me!!  My world keeps tilting on me…my expectations are blown apart every day…I can’t tell you how amazing it is when I hear her say..”I love you”…………

I’ve never been happier in my life…but when we are apart…I suffer…the day before, she showed me a fun picture of her wearing colored contacts,  she sent  the pic to me later that night…I spent hours looking at that picture…it is mesmerizing..I have only one other pic of her face with her eyes uncovered and I love her eyes…if she catches me watching her eyes and then locks on with her eyes..I feel like a bird under the gaze of the serpent..i’m utterly paralyzed…and on one level I am terrified but on a deeper more basic level my body practically shakes with anticipation..”..bring it on….”  “bring it on, bring it on!,  bring it ON!!”

I can’t take my eyes off of her,  I can’t take my mind off of her….

I don’t want to…

I want it to slow down because I want to savor every moment…I am soo thrilled!