I’m disappointed on a Sunday

I was preparing to go to church with my Auntie but I put on the first dress…too lumpy n bumpy…snatched it off….2nd dress…lumpy n frumpy….3rd dress….i finally realize I’ve gained too much weight for my wardrobe n I snatched that dress off…put my jammies back on n decided im not going. Now I know God says come as u are but I have got to understand….I was brought up n church n my mom always dressed n her finest linens n made sure my brother n I were on point to walk into the house of the Lord respectfully. So I can’t just throw on a pair of my jeans n just be ok with that. So here I am feeling so disappointed on a Sunday.  It’s time I hit the gym n tone this body so I can put on my finest digs n feel presentable to go to church. 

I’m sure He will forgive me.