Social Anxiety

I’m pretty sure, that at this point, I have social anxiety.
If I can avoid a social situation. I will.
But I also crave social interaction like no other.
Because. I think. The thing is.
I don’t want to be around people. Necessarily.
I do though, I really really do.
But. The point is. Mostly.
I want THEM to want ME to be around.
And if they don’t. Why bother.

Also. I get bored easily.
And I’m very picky.