Lifeless

I just laid in bed the other night, thinking that maybe if I just didn’t move and I didn’t breathe and I closed my eyes, that maybe, just maybe, if I wished hard enough to be dead, I would be; that I would never have to open my eyes again.
Needless to say, it didn’t work.

I’m still here, still alive, although with significantly less blood in my veins.
I feel like I’m already dead, like all that’s left is my physical body.