ED

Remind me never to eat again.
Food is disgusting. bland and gross.
And it makes me sick to my stomach.
I just want to puke it all up and get it out of me.

I just feel so disgusting when there’s food in my stomach…not just fat, but this overwhelming disgust…not even of my body, but of the food that’s in me.

I don’t remember what it’s like to be normal anymore.
I can’t imagine being “normal”.
Normal disgusts me, I don’t want anything to do with it at all.