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Some days are slow, and some days fly by…today was the latter. We are still trying to catch up on a few things for school and I’m still trying to stay on top of all the chores so they never build up to be overwhelming (and to keep me busy, we’ve been over this plenty…but I still feel the need to remind myself that while highly productive, this isn’t particularly a healthy behavior at its root). There’s always more I could be doing, should be doing.

But at least, I guess, I’m keeping up. I’m not drowning. And that’s something.

Because there are times that it all feels like too much and I just can’t do it – though I’m unsure which, if either, end of the spectrum is really “better”…manic behavior is only masking the exact same sentiments.

Oh well. I’m trying.