12/07/2007
It’s not that I don’t have anything to say.
It’s just that I don’t have time to say it.
And I’m not sure how to say it. Or that I even want to say it.
I don’t know what it means and I don’t know why it’s happening and I don’t know how I feel.
I just don’t care. I don’t.
I thought there was more to life than this. I thought things were suppose to be better.
But they’re not. They’re just one more thing.
I can’t stand it when i feel like this. like life doesn’t mean anything. like i don’t mean anything to anyone. sometimes i’ve wondered if the world would miss me if i wasn’t here anymore…and then i start to let go and just not give a crap. That is how i feel at the bottom of depression. not fun. well just so you know…i do care. *hugs*
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numb…. i’d asked once before why you felt that way and i got a shouting at lol asking why i would ever think so.
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by the way, am curious do you have a favs section??
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