04/23/2012
I need to stop taking these pills, my chest hurts so bad and I can’t sit still. I feel like energy is going to just burst out of me…it’s a terrible feeling.
I know I would feel better if I just ate something, but just the thought of eating is making me nauseous.
I need to remind myself tomorrow of how awful I feel today do I won’t do this again…but by then I won’t care or it won’t matter or I’ll irrationally assume I’ll somehow be just fine, as if I can control that.
I have bruises on my rib cage & sternum from sleeping on my stomach with my arm across my chest, again.
Counting down!
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About that 100 day challange at church? Don’t count them; just take one day at a time. You’ll love the change you’ll see in yourself, and you’ll also be in better health. I’ll pray for you. I sometimes get too obsessed with something, and can’t stick with it if I take too many days at a time. You can do it; God knows you can! Ask Him to help you, ok? Love, Liz
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good luck with the 100 day challenge you can do it just think 100 days isn’t that far away… keep counting hope you feel better soon <3
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