Stalling

Last days I’ve been so hopeful, I hope it’s a good sign and I’m not just nervous for nothing.  I want to get out of the web but it feels like I can’t do nothing and I’m just lame. I feel like my body is telling me something and I’m just doing a whole different thing. How do I listen? How do I do the right things ? What are the right things ? These questions I can’t even ask talk less of having answers to them. I want to do things that I feel are right today and the next minute I get a genuine reason not to do it. How many truths could there be to a situation? So many truths! So many lies. Mother Nature is reckless in ensuring balanced is maintained.