Luke and Me

Well I went to London last weekend and met some of his friends. It was a little awkward but they where very nice to me even though I was quite shy

We had a chat about things and well it does appear I am the "Boyfriend" now..  which makes me happy 🙂

It’s Valentines day today and i can’t be with him which is sad but at least I’m safe in the knowledge that i have someone and that makes it all ok.  I’ve pretty much ignored Valentines day for so many years that it kinda crept up on me this year. I’m totally under prepared.

Left him a message on his facebook page (after talking to him this morning) and ended up in a weird but fun conversation with some of his friends including his best friend. One way to get to know people I guess

Will pop out of work early today and get him a card and some chocs or something for tomorrow and will take him somewhere nice for a meal.

It’s strange, at this stage of the game I’d know if I’m in love or not..  but this time it’s different, I don’t know if I’m in love with him. I care about him and i fancy him and l like him for who he is..  but I think I’m just holding back because i don’t want either of us to get hurt.  I think at some point soon it’s all going to just explode…  hopefully in a good way.

Free hugz to all

Bearcub