I came clean…. Part II

 Ok so I came clean to Luke about ignoring him the other night. He was totally fine with it. I still feel like an asshole though

Last time i wrote an entry, he’d sent me an email about things and i responded to that email (Yes I did send it in the end)..

He read it right away while I walked my dog that night and then he called me and we had a chat about some of the things I’d written.

Was a nice call, we decided to wait til the weekend to discuss some of it but we touched on a few things in that call. It was a positive call and I think that lots of things have got mis-communicated between us but he could see how I feel about some things. All in all we sorted it out.

Full steam ahead as before…   Still a lot to sort out and finding the happy medium of how we live day to day whilst we’re apart.

Part of the problem is that he doesn’t communicate very well and doesn’t like all the ways that I’d normally communicate with a partner. I’ve had a few relationships and communication has never been so important and yet so hard to get right. We’ll figure it out I’m sure 🙂

All I know is that as each day passes the further in love with him I become. I’m trying to back off a little so that I don’t smother him although to be honest I’m fairly sure he’s as deep in this as I am now after last weekend, being able to be totally open about how we feel for each other.

There is a of course a downside to holding back during the week..   The weekend is fast approaching and I’m going to grab him and not want to let go…. 

No hugz, they’re all for Luke

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