Bad Dream

Last night I had  really disturbing dream…

I actually woke up quite upset (till I came round to the real world and realized it was a dream)

So basically I dreamt that I got a card from Richard (Boston) although i can’t remember if it was xmas or perhaps a birthday card. Inside the card was another envelope. Written in very messy writing was the words "I love you" and inside was another card which basically said that Richard loved me and had to tell me again as he had an aggressive form of cancer and didn’t know how long he had left…

Needless to say, it freaked me out a little….  then I woke up, still a little freaked out.

I know it’s only a dream but it left me feeling very empty inside for a while..  horrible.

I hope this was a dream and remains a dream……