October 26, 2007

Unmotivated

Saturday mornings are the best for watching infomercials. I can watch all these weight loss ones and wish I had the willpower they do.

Eating has been shit lately. And I haven’t puked because we’ve had a full house. Today…. I know, everyone always says today will be different, but seriously, it will be. Yogurt for breakfast, salad for lunch, salad for dinner. No debates with myself. Gotta stop being such a fatass.

Actually, I might be living on yogurt for a while. I got paid on Thursday and it’s almost all gone. I didn’t even get to buy food with it. And, I don’t get paid until next thursday. God, I hate being so broke. I won’t even really have the chance to save money over winter break because I’m planning on taking a winterim course instead of working all break. I don’t know if I’ll even be able to do that.

I’m not even talking about anything… I think the weather has thrown me into a shitty mood.

well done for not puking xxx

angioletto

October 27, 2007

I’ve said that many times before too, and sometimes that day wasn’t different after all but many times it was, and so it will be for you too!! Good Luck, and try to cheer yourself up with some good powerful music. It can do wonders, blasting it into your ears while taking a quick walk outside in the cold. xoxo

bubbly_petite_girl

get back on track you’ll be fine soon. :)I got a question.. do you have a Costco near you? or a Price Club? I’m a college student but i buy food in bulk that way it lasts me a while..plus i cook 3 different meals on weekends so i have 3 items to rotate and pick and chose from during the week not counting things like chips and soups and crackers in the pantry. 🙂 I feel unmotivated sometimes too.

but you have to decide..do u want to be fat or skinny..Just a thought..because i look at it this way for me..each day ask myself do i want to be fat or skinny. I want to be healthy I say and so therefore I I say..believe each day I slack off is a day further away from making my goal weight.

Final Weigh in for me could be 125 lbs and not 120 lbs because if I slacked off some.. I have to pay a price.. I’m hard on myself, i just figure if I’m not hard on myself who will be u know? Good luck. 🙂