Tuesday is Close Enough to Friday

I’m going out tonight.  And I’m going to drink a lot.  I feel a head cold coming on, so I want to have fun before I’m sick.

Alex came over today randomly to hang out, which turns into him turning on my music really loud.  He asked me to buy him cigarettes, but I said no because I had no money.  I really do have money, but I’m sick of doing things for him.  I told him I was too nice to him.  He said there’s no such thing as being too nice.  And I said, "yes, I’m too nice and I get used."  He raised his voice and said he doesn’t use me.  I told him some of the things he said to me the other night when he was wasted.  He just laughed because he couldn’t imagine saying those things.  I asked him why he’s been drinking so much this semester, and he said he’s stressed.  I told him that for Christmas I was taking him to an AA meeting.  He laughed.  Sometimes I worry he drinks because he can’t have her and I’m not good enough to take her place. 

He went back to his apartment and took a nap while I went to the gym.  I’m pretty happy.  I burned 250cal on the elliptical, then I weight lifted vigourously.  It felt really good.  I’m going again tomorrow.

After the gym, I came back and showered, then Alex and I went to dinner.  I was surprised he wanted to because we haven’t actually eaten together in a long time.  I ate more than I should have at dinner because we went to the all-you-can-eat dining hall.  I had a bit of pot roast, a scoop of mashed potatoes, green beans, and orange soda.  I had a whole freakin meal.  He got some dessert bar thing and I took a bite of it.  I won’t count that because it was a small bite. 

Ugh, my sinus’ are killing me right now.  Also, my right eye is burning.  I hope I’m allergic to something in my room and I’m not getting sick.  I can’t stop listening to Christmas music!!  The Christmas spirit bug has bitten me and I love it!  It’s not even Thanksgiving yet, lol.   

Haha, alright, enough with the smileys.  Have a great night everyone!