New Light?

Okay, last entry was kind of angry and I guess I’m getting impatient.  I suppose if I’m not losing any weight, at least I’m still being healthy by going to the gym everyday.  I haven’t had much of an appetite lately due to stress, which is good but I know it won’t last long.  Kinda settled things today…kinda but not really.  I’m still mad but I guess we’re going to be friends.  I don’t know what’s in store for us and it bugs me.  I hate surprises and secrets and I just want to know how we’re going to end up.  Buuuuuut I’m not stressing anymore about that.  If he loves me, he’ll come around to me I suppose.  Bah.

Today was okay.  I didn’t work out because it was too nice out.  I hardly ate though, so that’s good.  I had a kashi bar for breakfast, chicken for lunch, and chilli for dinner.  I really didn’t eat a lot at any of my meals and it makes me happy.  I’m just waiting for the damn number on the scale to start decreasing.

End of the semester is coming up.  Oh boy.  Time to start working on all the things I’ve been procrastinating on.  Boo.