Exhausted

Today was a good day.  I went to the gym and exercised for over an hour even though I haven’t slept properly in almost two weeks.  I was just laying down reading and almost fell asleep so I had to get up and move.  Eating was okay today.  Only two meals, somewhat healthy.  The gym makes up for it.  Looooots of water.  I’ve drank more than 36oz.  I like this bottle I have that shows me how much I’ve had.  Oh man, I can’t stop yawning!

Here I am, 21 years old, St. Patrick’s Day, and what am I doing tonight?  Probably nothing.  Oh, there’s a party tonight but I wasn’t invited because we’re not talking remember.  And you know, even if I had been invited, I doubt I’d go just because I don’t want to see him.  It’s the fact that I’m not invited that bothers me.  GRRRRRRRRR.  Anywho, I’m not letting anything he does bother me anymore….yeah.

So, there’s not much more to report on other than the fact that I am stressed beyond belief for all sorts of reasons and I haven’t had a good night’s sleep in forever.  I’m exhausted and all I want to do is sleep right now, but I can’t because then I’ll be awake all night yet again.