Doot Doot Doot

Soooooo, it’s Friday night.  I was going to go out tonight, but I really just want to stay in and be lazy.  Today was a pretty good day.  For food I had coffee, cereal, and like a bite of ziti.  I had like one beer at my friends house.  Ugh, I don’t want to think about those calories.

Okay, this part is a little personal.  Alex and I were hanging out today.  He asked me to come to his brothers house again and that’s where I had the beer.  We were playing drinking games and hanging out; the usual.  Some other brothers stopped by and a few left with them to go to the bar.  Sadly, I’m not 21 so I can’t go unless my friend is working the door.  So it ended up just being Alex, Mike and I.  They started playing football on playstation so I was like ooookay I’m leaving because that’s incredibly boring to watch.  Alex gave me the "oh, you can’t wait so you can give me a ride?"  And I said no, lol.  So I left, but he came running out because he apparently changed his mind.  So we went back to his place and he asked if I wanted to come in and chill.  He had to put laundry in and get ready to go to the bar.  So we were just hanging out, I was laying on his bed, he was at his computer.  That’s how we always hang out.  So blah blah blah, boring stuff.  I don’t even know how it happened, but things started happening and for once I didn’t feel like it was wrong.  It was great to be exact.  So, we had sex.  Amazing sex lol.  Sorry if that was too much info, but it was greeeeeat.  It was great times three, lol.  Yeah, I know, I was doing so well, but I couldn’t help it.  It felt right.  We weren’t drunk and it wasn’t in the middle of the night.  I could just tell that he really wanted me, not just because he was wasted and horny.  *Siiiiiigh*  So, after we were done, we just sort of laid there until I got up and started getting dressed.  He was like, "I’ll see you later."  And I just said okay, have fun tonight.  And that was it!  No awkward, "remember, we’re just friends" comments.  I hate when he says that.  He ruins everything.  But he didn’t this time.  So I went back to campus and I was staaaaarving because I really only consumed like 200cal all day, and then all that physical activity lol.  So I got a cheeseburger and french fries and orange soda.  I know, PIG!  And I ate it all.  And it was good.  But, I came back to my senses and puked it all up.  It was good while it lasted though, eh?

I’m in a really good mood.  I want to have a binge night, but I showered and I don’t want to puke again.  Maybe I’ll just guzzle water and watch a movie.

I write entirely too much and I’m sure no one even reads it!  Enjoy your Friday everyone.