11/2/06

Yay!  I finally got my refund check!  I was able to buy a scale finally, but ooooof course, I didn’t buy a battery for it.  I didn’t realize that it didn’t come with it.  Arg.  I was holding off on eating until I weighed myself, but when I found out I didn’t have a battery, I just gave in and ate.  I’ll weigh myself first thing tomorrow morning.  I was probably better off without the scale because now I’ll become obssesive again.  But at least now I’ll know if I’m actually getting anywhere by starving and making myself puke.

So, I had a half cup of cottage cheese and a small applesauce cup for lunch.  That’s 160cals.  oh, and I’m drinking a cup of coffee, which is another 70 with the creamer.  230 so far today.  I made the coffee too weak.  It doesn’t taste very good, but I’m not making more.  This is just not my week for coffee, lol.

I’ve decided I need to set a goal.  I have six weeks until Christmas break.  So, if I lose three-four pounds a week, I can lose up to 24lbs.  Maybe even more.  I usually lose like 5-10lbs the first week, so I guess I shouldn’t really try to estimate.  I just want to be at least 20lbs lighter by Christmas.