What do I Want

I always hated school, I hated homework and tests, and I especially hated the cliques. After I graduated High School or should I say barely graduated I thought I would be done with school forever, I never thought about college or any form of education after School. I have a job at Starbucks and I like it I really do but I don’t think that’s what I want to do for the rest of my life, most of the jobs I look at require some sort of degree in something and it honestly bugs me. I’ve recently been looking into Online Schools for Nursing, I want to help people and I want to be able to get a better job and learn new things but I’m kind of scared and don’t want to fail or let anyone down. And the biggest thing is going to a big expensive school and graduating with a degree and I never pursue it and my degree just sits somewhere in a dusty corner.