What can possibly go wrong?

Today Daddie takes his CDL. I hope he passes. He’s not answering the phone so I’m assuming he is still taking the test. I’m still in love with him. Since Green Bay he’s been the best man I could ever want. He’s become that guy but the family strength isn’t there. I want to tell him so badly I cheated on him twice while he’s been away. I come close, but I haven’t filled it in. I didn’t think he was going to come back a changed man. What was I supposed to do? Was I to wait on him my whole life? So I decided to make up other relationships. I was expecting him to come home with the same old song but he didn’t. The head is out of control! He is so good with it I mean he is tearing it up! The 4play has so improved and I’m wondering how. Who taught him or who has been teaching him. I want this to work and I have told him my fears and he swears he canput them to rest. But enter Siontay. After I got the abortion, I tuned him out. He pops back up and tells me not to give our love away and I’m listening like if he only knew. It was given away long time ago and it was never his. I love only one man and Daddie spoils me rotten. I know once he gets his own truck and the money starts coming in like he wants it and he can feel like a man, things will be all to the good. He’s going to save with his next 3 checks and try to find a car. It will be mine. So I am in love with my Daddie and I hope he loves me and let’s see. What could possibly go wrong!