Joeux anniversaire ce moi.

Today I tuned 25. I was a little stoked because my friend form class finally got in touch with me. She wanted to tell me about a great little soiree she attended 2 weeks ago. It was a great party I was told. All of the Unversity’s instructors were  there. One in particular was an intelligent little quebecain whose name I will not divuldge. I have a HUGE crush on his big brain. Yes I said brain. Honestly, he’s not much to look at. He is very cute though but I’m not into the skinny man thing but he is sooooooo intelligent. He is so knowledgeable about everything! I am just so smitten by his smarts. Anywho, I had my number changed and he had been trying to call me and invite me to the party at his house. Yes. I could have been at HIS house, laughing it up with HIM. Yes wifee was there (I’m still hoping for the divorce but a girl can dream right). My friend told me he asked for me by name a couple of times and she saved the emails as proof. I was sooooo stoked. It made my day to the max. Then reality set in and I looked to my left and saw the massive unemployed blob next to me and wanted to cry. I will never feel for him how I feel for HIM. He is no where near smart as HIM or as talented or as hot or as everything else I love about HIM. But I missed out on the greatest event of my life and I am soooooo sad. But then again, it was good because I would have went all out – hair, nails, fit -everything! I would be so in debt because I would want to impress him. I thought I got over this crush 7 months ago! How is it that one event can make me smile again? He doesn’t even know I like him although I think he has an inkling but that’s not the point. How can I get over him? I gotta change schools and persue another foreign language. I can’t move to Michigan City either so we’ll have to find other properties to look at. I gotta get him off the brain. It seems a bit drastic but what else to do but go big. Damn Canadians! As if Brian Boitano wasn’t enough!!       Bisous

Joyeux anniversaire ce moi.