Happy holiday? 19 day til D-Day

Today  started out fine I guess if you like rough nights that lacks sleep. The loser wanted to play Doctor the other night and you get tired of people begging so I gave in. The oral has improved but that’s it. He’s going to great lengths to prove he’s the one but I still say he isn’t. So I drew him up a contract. If he wants me back he has to fulfill the contract to the letter. It includes a new car, laptop, desk top, an i pod and an 800 wardrobe all before Sept 1. Is it unfair? Yes but I feel I deserve it. All the lies and the deception. It doesn’t place a dollar amount on my pain but it does hurt him- in the pockets. Everyday I say it’s o.k. Some people don’t get along and find  someone who’ll appreciate you for you and all that stuff. Even it’s not you it’s me yet he still sits his unemployed ass on my couch eating up all the food and all the cake and all the soda and all the cornbread. Then I found out he’s been putting up profiles all over the sites I use and he says it’s for his business. Umm… why look for women within 90 miles of 60637. I was fine with it too- just not in my house where I pay bills. We got into a huge arguement and he still stayed. That should prove he loves me right? He just doesn’t have anywhere else to go cuz no woman will put up with him and that includes me. Thus the contract, He is bound by it. Either pee in the pot or get the fu– off. I wrote the contract on the 10th of may. How much has he done? We’ll see OD’ers, we’ll see. To date nothing. It’s been 19 days and counting. The countdown has begun.                            Bisous.