Back again.

I’ve been here before. Years ago I had a diary that helped me get through the worst breakup of my life. I feel like I’m too old to be here. I’ll be 25 in less than a week. Many of the goals and hopes I set for myself are yet undone and I feel like such a failure. But why complain? Because I can that’s fucking why!!!! People suck!!! Especially men. I would go lesib, but how do I start? I can’t stand the sight of my own tampon let alone another’s tampax! What time is it. I think I have to work tonight. Man never have kids. I swear if I had the body I did back in high school, I’d be in pictures- not as a sweetheart but as the naughty girl next door. Oh well BISOUS